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Friday, April 29, 2005

xewpak: the return

ang mga nagagawa talaga ng typographical errors...

haaay..

la ako masabi..

di ko lam kung ano sasabihin ko..

nakooo..

kakatamad..

huhuhuhuhu......

mya mgppost nnman ako ng song!!

hehehe..

haay buhay....................

Friday, April 22, 2005

Can't Lose What You Never Had

Baby you're so beautiful
And when I'm near you I can't breathe
A girl like you gets who she wants
When she wants it
You're so out of my league
I show you no emotion
Don't let you see what you're doin' to me
Imagine the two of us together
But I've been livin' in reality
Fear of rejection,
kept my love inside
But time is running out, so damn myFoolish pride
::Chorus::
Don't care if you think I'm crazy
Dosen't matter if it tums out bad
Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Rules are made for breaking
Nothin' ventured nothin' gained
I'll be no worse off then I am right now
And I might never get the chance again
Tried to fight it but it cannot be denied
Told my heart I didn't want you but I lied
::Repeat Chorus::
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's OK
At least we'll have a moment before
You say good bye
Here on the outside lookin' in
Don't wanna stay dreamin' 'bout
What could have been
I need to hear you speak my name
Even if you shoot me down in flames

by: Westlife

...ouch....

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Bus to L.B.

Finally it's over
I've waited for as long as I can remember
But still there's something missing
Like the sun
Rising to erase all the darkness
You came to me as I can see
Yet it's blurred
You don't know what you're doing to me
When everything says we can't be free

So before I leave you
Let me hold your hand tonight
Allow me to wrap my arms around you
And together it will be alright

Now it's done
I'm just waiting for your descision
Just hope that it'll be what you need
Like a roaring fire
Is my love for you that burns till forever
But you don't seem to see
I'll repeat to you again
He won't come to wipe the tears you shed
Though I'm just here watching you

So before I leave you
Let me hold your hand tonight
Allow me to wrap my arms around you
And together it will be alright

The bus has just arrived
And now I am leaving
I guess you won't wave back at me afterall

Saturday, April 16, 2005

the last time

come and take my hand
we have but a day to deal with
it's no ordinary friday
cause we'll be leaving soon
how time flies
we will be flying high
but we'll be flying alone
without the ones we hold dear
come and take my hand
there is no hidden agenda here
just you and me in a world
that we will journey separately
come and wrap around your arms
as we dance our tears away
in flashes of light
and the flight of sounds
we could still be together
although this is the last day
we WILL be together
and I'll be with you

Friday, April 15, 2005

gradweysyon..

the clock on my pc says 7:05am..

ilang oras na lang..graduation na..

yoko pa..

gs2 ko pa sa quesci..

yoko pa umalis..

pero kelangan..

para makalimot sa mga painful memories..

para maipagpatuloy ang buhay..

para mag mature na tayong lahat..

kelangan nang gumraduate..

para matapos na ang lahat..

di ko kayo makakalimutan lahat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Jenny

We took a walk that night but it wasn't the same
We had a fight on the promenade out in the rain
She said she loved me but she had somewhere to go
She couldn't scream while I held her close
I swore I'd never let her go
Tell me what you wanna know
Oh come on
Oh come on
Oh come on
There ain't no motive for this crime
Jenny was a friend of mine So come on
Oh come on
Oh come on
Whoa-oh-oh
I know my rights I've been here all day and its time
For me to go so let me know if its alright
I just can't take this I swear I told you the truth
She couldn't scream while I held her close
I swore id never let her go
Tell me what you wanna know
Oh come on
Oh come on
Oh come on
And then you whisper in my ear
I know what your doing here
So come on
Oh come on
Oh come on
There ain't no motive for this crime
Jenny was a friend of mine Oh come on
Oh come on

by: The Killers

lalang..steeg eh..nkakarelate ako..kahit d yan yung saktong ngyari..basta..me relation sakin..

Monday, April 11, 2005

='(

Grabe..

Sa Friday talagang matatapos na ang lahat..gagraduate na ko..waw..parang kelan lang nung nagenrol ako sa Quesci bilang isang freshman tas ngayon ggraduate nako..nakakalungkot..dami kong mamimiss..yoko pang umalis..dami ko pang di nagagawa..pero ganyan talaga..everything in this world has its ending..kaya as a high school student, sa April15 ang aking expiry date..daming memories talaga sa kisay..isa na dun yung very memorable na "takbuhan sa soccer field"..nyahahaha..dati kinahihiya ko pa yan pero naicp kong me magandang naidulot sakin yan..tas yung game kung saan natalo ng Fleming4 ang Edison4..at pano ko makakalimutan yung "harana?"..haay..dami talaga..daming nangyari sakin..kaya hindinghindi ko malilimutan ang Quesci..

"So before I leave you..
let me hold your hand..
allow me to wrap my arms around you
and together we will be alright.."

"Hindi habangbuhay kailangan nating kumapit..
pag dumating ang tamang panahon kailangan na nating bumitaw.."

Sunday, April 10, 2005

to thee we pledge our loyal hearts and soul..

April 8, 2005..e2 na ata ang pinakamasaya at pinakamalungkot na araw sa buhay ko..ayun..kasama ko yung mga pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay-scientian ko..first nung mga 1:00pm-3:00pm, kasama ko cna stephen, ena, shila at aubrey..nagarcade kame..grabeh..di ko namalayan na nauubos na pla pera ko dahil sa arcade..kinarir ko kc yung shootout sa quantum..kaya ayun..dame kong ticket..tas me nakakahiyang nangyari sakin: tinalo ako ni Ena sa shootout 97-75..nakakahiya..super..iyak-tawa ako..huhuhu..ayun..after arcade, umuwi na c Stephen..kya bumili cna Shiela ng water gun..eh di cla nakabili kc mahal(gagastos ka ba naman ng php600 para sa water gun???) kaya bumili na lang cla ng tabo..nyahahaha..ayun..tas balik kame skul..actually cna Shila lang ang bumalik kc ng Mcdo ako dahil andun cna Benzon, Francis at Pepie..kwen2han lang kame..tas pinag3pan namin c Patit..nyahahha..yun..tas punta kame skul..bale cna Zon pumunta sa soccer field..ako nakipagtsikahan ke Vani sa gazebo..tas dumating c Wanajo at pinagusaoan c Vani..nyahahhahaha..ayun..tas nung gabi, nagkabonfire..kame nina Edpat nanguha ng panggatong para sa fire..ayun..tas c Pepie asteeg..tinalunan nia yung apoy..baliw talaga..ayun tas nagdasal at nagikutan..bale iikutin daw namin yung buong kisay kasama ang isang tao na dinamin kaclose..nung una partner ko c Wanajo..tas naging partner ko C Lovely..ayu..rebonding..nyahahaha..tas nung tumigil kame sa soccerfiled, the drama began..yakapan at iyakan blues..nakakalungkot..grabe..ayun..tas pumunta kame sa court para sa mga banda..dapat me disco pa pero nagalisan na ang mga ato..all in all, naging masaya at malungkot ang huling friday night ng mga 05ers..



ngayon, let me take this opportunity to thank some people..

*una sa lahat c Lord Jesus..dahil kung di dahil sa kanya, di ako ngtthank you sa mga importanteng tao sa buhay ko ngayun..
*ung Fleming3..ung former best section..
*Fleming4, ung pinakadabest na section..
*sa F3 boys at BaBs family..ang aking barkada..
*c Gian dahil xa una kong nakilala sa kisay!
*c Labli dahil sa mga memories..hehe
*cna Ena, Shila at Aubrey na nakasama ko during my dramahan moments
*cna Wanajo, Nel at Andro na mga grandslam klasmeyts ko
*c Patit na nagkkwen2 sakin 2ngkol ke ***l..
*c Red dahil sa mga libre at "Jolibee Moments"
*c Jos dahil sa obernayt..
*c EdPat na kakwentuhan ko 2ngkol sa lablayp..
* c Louie na bespren ko nung 3rd yir..
*c Benzon na nagbigay sakin ng fire 2h sword..
*c Francis at ang parents niya dahil sa kanila ako sumabay pauwi noong Friday..
*c Vani!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*at salahat ng taong nakaligtaan kong pasalamatan, salamat sa inyo..salamat talaga..

Sunday, April 03, 2005

rose[s]......

scented candles lighted up
a fiery emblem branded from within
a burning passion
suddenly blazing from afar
tempers flaring everywhere
she's always been like this
can't say I tried everything
so I do it all over again
where has my youth been gone?
has it taken my heart with it?
just hope that I can survive
this evening w/o you
inside my chest beats
a stone instead of a heart
riding in pain every single night
trying to understand you
will I have you in my arms?
or will I fall again?
no matter how many time I stumble
or how long it takes
for the crow to be pure white
I'll still be here

Friday, April 01, 2005

basketbol ng pagibig..

POSITIONS

Point Guard- sa sport ng basketball, xa ang tagadala ng bola..normally sa point guard umiikot ang laro..kumbaga xa ang coach sa court..sa pagibig, ang PG ang nagdidictate ng relationship..xa ang in charge sa lahat ng bagay..kung ano ang gusto nia, yun ang masusunod..minsan, dahil sa sobrang higpit ng PG eh nasasakal yung partner niya..either of the two sexes can be a point guard..pero depende sa sitwasyon..halimbawa sa ligawan stage, most of the time babae ang PG dahil sila ang nililigawan at kung ano ang gusto ng babae yun dapat ang gawin ng babae..pag naging mag-on na however, most of the time lalake ang PG..xa ang bahala sa pag-unlad ng relationship nila..at kung ano man ang desisyon ng lalake, dapat sundin ng babae..

Shooting Guard- ang number one option sa opensa..xa ang bahala sa pag-iskor..malakas sa shooting at slashing mga SG kaya't kinatatakutan sla ng depensa..magaling den sila mang-agaw ng bola..makukumpara sila sa mga agresibong tao..gusto nilang masunod ang gusto nila..sila yung matatawag nating mga playboys..malakas mambabae..malakas den manulot..wala silang pake kung makarami man sila..tulad sa nasabi ko dati sa mga nauna kong posts, meron silang inalalagaang reputasyon at wala silang pake kung makasakit sila ng damdamin..kaya't kinatatakutan sila ng mga kaibigan ng mga siyota nila dahil ang mga SG ay insecure sa feelings ng iba..

Forward- normally eh nakapwesto sa ilalim..sila yung bahala sa rebound at madalas ang mga puntos nila eh nagmumula sa mid-range jumpers at tip-ins..in luv, ang mga forwards yung mga naghihintay pa rin at umaasa pa kahit na me syota na yung mahal nila..sila yung mga di sumusuko, yung mga nag-bboxout para makatyempo ng pagkakataon..at pag nakakuha sila ng opportunity, susunggabin na nila yun at wala silang pake kung by tip-in o sa mid-range jumper nila nakuha ang pagkakataong yun..

Center- nakapwesto sa low-post..sa offensive end, ang center ay pumuposte para makakuha ng pasa..pag nakuha na nila ang bola, poposte ule xa at didiskarte para makapuntos..minsan, walang makitang butas, o walang confidence sa sarili dahil laging palpak ang mga tira, pinapasa nila sa kakamping libre..pag nakakita nman ng butas sa depensa at malaki na ang kumpyansa eh iiskor na xa..ganyan ang mga torpe..kahit na nasa harapan na ang mahal nila eh di sila gagalaw..instead, humihingi sila ng tulong sa mga frends nila..xempre walang tiwala sa sarili dahil natatakot na mabasted..kaya naghihintay sila ng sign mula sa babae..dumidiskarte sila (either thru text, onlyn messaging, etc) para makakuha nga pagkakataon at pag rumesponde ang nililigawan nila eh iiskor na sila..