depression..

me mga instances talaga sa buhay natin na talagang nagpapalungkot sayo..yung tipong gusto mo lang magkulong sa kwarto at umiyak ng buong magdamag..wala ka ng paki sa mundo..ang gusto mo lang gawin eh umiyak ng todotodo..

'i don't wanna stay in one spot
and cry all day long
i don't wanna spend my time
shedding tear after tear
but..
i can't help it...'

lalake ako..bilang isang lalake,hindi ko dapat pinapakita ng diretsahan ung pagddrama ko..maraming sitwasyong gusto kong umiyak..pero d ko gngwa dahil nga lalake ako..pero..ano ngayon??

'how can an angel
with sparkling eyes
fair lips
and elegant smile
strike a heart of stone
and reduce it to pebbles?'

i still want to stay with this feeling..di rin ganon kadaling kalimutan xa..ayokong kalimutan xa..bat kc kelangan pang maging gani2?cguro nga dapat di ko nalang xa nakilala..hanglabo ng buhay ko ngayon..

'when will the sun's daylight
shining through the meadows,
glistening with the clouds
whilst enjoying its glory at the summit
give way to the dark night
bombarded with lonely stars
enveloped in an empty space
looking down to the people at slumber?'

umaasa pa rin ba ako ngayon?oo..napapagod na ba ako sa kakaasa?oo..gusto ko na ba tumigil?hinde..teka..oo..sandali..hindi..teka..ano ba..magulo..nakakalito..

one part says 'you had enough..time to get on with your life'..the other part says 'you can't get enough..she is your life'..litong lito na talaga ako..ewan..bahala na..cguro tgil muna..ititigil ko muna tong kahibangang to......