meeting an angel..(a senior's love story)

according to the bible,no words that we know can truly describe what heaven looks like..it's hard to fathom a place like that..but what we all know is we are going to experience eternal happiness there..

if that's the case,then i can't wait to reach heaven..

coz im already experiencing happiness by just stealing a glimpse from a certain angel in quesci..

she's a third year high school student..a young,petite and charming damsel..when i first knew her,though..i have no idea what she really looks like..but one thing i knew though is that i enjoy her company..i had fun talking to her and even though we haven't met each other that time,i felt that we knew each other for a long time..

the day i came to know her was unexpected..on that day i was infatuated with another fair lady..all of a sudden,she broke the ice and talked to me..of course i was elated with the fact that i get to meet a fellow scientian..we had a grand talk..and i never thought that conversation will turn my life over..

before i met her,i ws miserable..i let false emotions take over me..i was always absent-minded and criticized because of the attitude im showing..i was swallowed by infatuation to say the least..i always find myself sitting by my lonesome,looking at the sky wondering why i was blessed or cursed with a life like this..in fact,i find myself doing the same thing until now..probably because that hard-to-believe soccer field chase keeps haunting me every now and then..now you may think this is corny,or too mushy but that haunting memory made me afraid to love so much and get nothing in return..

but now..just by looking at her picturesque smile and sparkling eyes make me discard my old perspective..i felt a strong,sweeping emotion urging me to risk everything..i do get confused but my confusion quickly gets replaced by gladness..(okay,i know thisis getting mushy but i bet that you feel the same way when you see your loved one)now..seeing her is no longer enough..i want to sit beside her..i want to talk to her for hours..i want to hold her hand and tell her what i feel again and again..im not sure if my crazy dream will happen but one thing's for sure though..this time im willing to gamble..even if im miles apart from her that wont stop me..

that's how much i love this angel..

yes i used the word love..

and not...uhh what's that word again???




hey you..yeah you know who you are..if you are reading this i would just like to reminf you again that your mere presence makes me happy..with that i wanna thank you..thank you for the chance of meeting you..thank you for all the countless hi's and hello's..thank you coz because of you,im in the right direction now..

thank you and i love you......Ü